Restless

[faline]

I've found myself repenting quite a few times the last few days for a variety of things. I find myself cranky and restless. I realized why just a few minutes ago. I feel like I'm living two existences: the one that knows the Lord is coming sooner rather than later (and man, I'm homesick), and the one that still insists I cut the grass, deal with family crises' and get up at 5:30 to walk the dog every morning.

[RobinB]

I can understand that. It's a hard balancing act--having to live *in* the world but not necessarily be "of" this world.

[Funmudder]

yip

this is my reality too :nod

[ZeroHour]

Faline

You just described it perfectly! -----Living two existences------

And the one I'm in currently is the one I'm longing to leave. It's so strange to be aware of the other life and how close it is to breaking into this one! Very hard to consentrate on the little routine details that have to be done.

[steph1962]

oh, man, I can relate...:sad

stephanie c.