Laura-bell
June 6th, 2006, 11:16 PM
Has anybody ever sat down and seriously/fearfully saught God and asked Him which one you are? I mean where do you fit in with the descriptions, and which letter in the book of Revelations do you suppose God would have delivered to your door?
I've often questioned this for myself, I just don't want to be a white washed tomb full of dead men's bones. Ya know what I'm saying? I mean, I am sure we have all asked but do we look at the answer when it is revealed? And when we ask do we already have the assumption that the answer is good, therefore no sense in seeking futher? I see so many harsh judgemental attitudes and so many christians that are backslidden and seem happy there, that I wonder how my real heart attitude is. How do I appear before God? I have several backslidden friends whom I pray for often, but sometimes I get angry and frustrated with them because they say they want to live holy lives, but they don't seem willing to give up the world. That's when I really check myself. I don't want to get harsh and judgemental.
I just wanted to put this out there in case there was someone who needed to question themselves, as I often do myself.:):
I've often questioned this for myself, I just don't want to be a white washed tomb full of dead men's bones. Ya know what I'm saying? I mean, I am sure we have all asked but do we look at the answer when it is revealed? And when we ask do we already have the assumption that the answer is good, therefore no sense in seeking futher? I see so many harsh judgemental attitudes and so many christians that are backslidden and seem happy there, that I wonder how my real heart attitude is. How do I appear before God? I have several backslidden friends whom I pray for often, but sometimes I get angry and frustrated with them because they say they want to live holy lives, but they don't seem willing to give up the world. That's when I really check myself. I don't want to get harsh and judgemental.
I just wanted to put this out there in case there was someone who needed to question themselves, as I often do myself.:):